New Years Goal

I want another tattoo. lol "A Cookie Cutter Outline of Noah's Ark"

Noah was fierce.

Despite the whole world and his family doubting him and probably commenting on his sanity behind his back (some to his face), Noah did what God told him to.

I want to be like Noah.

Strong. Detemined. Driven. Righteous.

"Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me." - Matthew 5:11

Follow your dreams. Follow your heart. Only you and God know whats right for you.
Greatness comes in individuality... Embrace your Queendom!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

$3,800 Full Skirt, Norma Kamali

"Hatin' On The Club" Rihanna feat. The-Dream

Its only fair if something makes you feel so good and uplifts your mood, that you're entitled to tell someone else about it.

I was in the crappiest mood. I'd slept for 20 hrs straight. lol That's bad. My head was hurting. I was feeling dizzy and anxious. My first batch of anxiety in a very long time. So I put on music and nothing was making me feel better. Beyonce, Trey Songz, Tyga, Toni, even MJ wasn't working. Then this song came on. "Hatin' On The Club" Rihanna feat. The-Dream.

Needless to say, I've never exactly felt what she's describing in the song. The Non-existant aka My Love Life I've never heard about my man kissing someone else in the club, causing me to hate the club. lol The song just made me feel good.

Rihanna's voice fits the song perfectly. I don't think she's the best singer, but the way she changed my mood she could be the next Whitney Houston. The beat has a great energy about it and its easy enough with the catchy church hand clap underlaying. The-Dream penned it and everyone who knows me knows I LOVE THE-DREAM! The man is incredible, with hits like "Single Ladies" by Beyonce, "Umbrella" also by Rihanna, and "Bed" by J.Holiday.

So no ones confused "Hatin' On The Club" isn't a new song. It was recorded during the Good Girl Gone Bad sessions, but didn't make the album.

It makes me want to sing & dance = Anxiety gone = I feel better.

And it gave birth to my first official music review post. "Hatin' On The Club" will always have a special place in my heart. *wipes tear* lol

It's Been A While

Untitled

I love nothing the way that I love you.

Unconditional.

Without qualms or expectations even.

I watch you exploit me, continuously.

Ridicule. Abandon. Enchant, and yearn for another.

Idolize women whom are nothing like me.

My arms comfort you.

My words support and coddle you.

My body shelters, warms, and births you.

My love moves mountains.

And you.

You idolize every woman but me.

New. Different. Exotic. Not me.

Black man.